Perfectness

Perfectness

For someone I used to love

I put you inside this empty place

For memories of life

I kept telling the true

Which savage and dangerous

As a man

Played for every doors opened

Broke every heart left

Screwed up the love survived

How I hated to see every lie you told

How I cursed for every broken hearted you made

How I blamed you for the love they gave

All you wanted was just perfectness

R I S

a white broken hearted rose

The dearest

I have no limit to love you in my life

For happiness and sadness

I have no fear to survive with you in my life

For goodness and badness

I have no reason to leave you in my life

For the risk I am taking

But I have a reason in my life

For not to be yours forever in this life

R I S

The heart

Every heart has its own space to love

 A space to betray

A space to revenge

A space to take for return

A space to forgive

A space to love again

But it won’t be the same heart as before

R I S                                     

ZERO POINT

I don’t cry for the love I have

I don’t cry for the hope I surrender

I don’t cry for the kids I care

But I cry for having you in my life

I forgive for every mistake you make

I forgive for every lie you tell

I forgive for every betrayal you hide

But I can’t forgive you for treating me like this

I cherish for every moment passes by

I cherish for every kiss you give

I cherish for every promise you swear

But I can’t cherish you anymore in my life

R I S

A letter to God

Dear God, I know I can't expect more about him
For every tear I drop
For every fake smile I give
I owe this much more irritating

For kisses which don't belong to me
For eyes which seem to be others
I owe this much more than him

Bunch of mistakes and lies
Breaking the deepest heart of mine
So I write this letter to You, my dear God.
Take this love away from me
and never gives it back to me

Kau dan Aku...

Sayup-sayup kudengar langkah riangmu
Berlomba dengan deru nafasmu yang kuat
Di persinggahan ini hanya ada kau dan aku
Merajut hari, merangkai cerita indah

Kubasuh kaki kecilmu dan kau lingkarkan tanganmu di pundakku
Dan kaupun bercerita tentang harimu
Hari yang sangat melelahkan bagimu

Kuangkat tubuh kecilmu menuju kasur tipis yang selalu menghangatkanmu
Kulihat kaupun tersenyum kecil melihatku yg tak mampu lg menahan bebanmu
Dan kusadari senyummu sperti senyum yg aq rindukan
Senyum yg telah lama hilang

Kau adalah bagian nyata hidupku, dan aku sgt bhgia memilikimu di akhir hayat nanti

Malampun menyapa,dan engkaupun terlelap dlm mmpi indahmu
Kurengkuh tubuh mungilmu dan kupun terisak perih menahan hari-hari yg kulalui
Sungguh, aku tak mampu hidup tanpamu...

Gadis mungilku..

R.I.S